Trust (Why do I have so many issues with it?)
Why did I freeze up when you asked me if I trust you? I wanted to say yes, believe me, but something held me back. I keep holding back lately with you it seems. I keep holding back with everyone and I don’t really know why. Well, I do know why, but it’s so messy and complicated that I’m not sure where to begin. It scares me that I feel like I don’t have anyone I feel safe...
What happens when that feeling comes back? That...
When I told you that I’ve never stargazed before, it’s because I want to watch the stars with you. When I told you that I’ve never seen fireflies, it’s because I want us to last until we can go somewhere and find fireflies and dance among their buzzing lights. When you said you couldn’t read me, I was shocked, because for the first time I felt like I could be myself...
My back really fucking hurts right now. OwOwOwOw. :C It feels like a nerve is being pinched and my breathing is all weird. Someone make it stoppppp! >.<
I hate when you're talking to the guy you like and...
isthisthelasttime: :( He isn’t complaining to me, its just that i’m trying to keep the convo going and he doesn’t care…. AGREED! This is so irritating! D:<
I'm Sitting Here...
Waiting for a reply from you. Waiting to know if there’s an us. If there’s a we. If you care about what we share. If the moments that linger between us matter to you as much as they matter to me. If I’ll ever be yours, some day. It’s driving me fucking crazy, waiting. I wish you’d just tell me. I just want security. I hate this not being friends and not being...
Did you know?
You give me butterflies. Whenever I see you, I instantly light up, inside and out. No one makes me smile as big as you. I love it when you tickle me. I love the way you touch me. I feel warmest when you hold me. I love the way your facial hair tickles when your face is close to mine. I love looking into your eyes.